I have always had a passion for books and for the past four years I was honored with an appointment to the American Library Association CODES Notable Books Council. Now I am starting on a new adventure, the American Library Association CODES The Reading List book award for genre fiction.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Why This World: A Biography of Clarice Lispector by Benjamin Moser
Sunday, November 29, 2009
From Theory of Mind: New and Selected Poems by Bin Ramke
But he was a quiet child, I was, he was never
one, such a one as would wander
into wilderness alone—untrue, he was
one to play at death as boys will.
I was small when I was small and then
I was no longer. Dolls are delicate. Legs
and arms articulate to sit them
around you and tell them stories, to have them
tell you stories tell him stories make them
up. Dress them. If an end comes
it will come the sky will remain sky
and weather will be simple, simply
where we live during it. Another version
of this world engages these little ones
around us, about our feet, small humans
who have forgotten the future who
splash happily as if weather were a cure
for childhood. We didn't, he didn't, know
better than to sulk heavily as if
I did not watch secretly gathering
clouds, gathering under them
into likely groups—action figures. Us.
It was better when birds did not
gather so forcefully, mournfully back
before ravens and crows had moved
into cities following the pioneer
pigeons—boys walked under groups
would dismally look down, boys and blackbirds
crossing Sunday paths home
back before sparrows would
so cravenly eat from our hands;
children of today know only
small wishes and crooked feet,
articulated legs and artificial voices
to cry Mama or Papa at whim, at the least
tipping of self into horizontal . . . .
They do not see the green sky
we knew then, such empty grandeur:
in silence such insolence, solitude's
reward for being good, which is part
of every eros of childhood. In all parts
of this world there are children
except in the coldest southernmost,
Antarctica as imagined goal, to gather
there his dolls, my wish, his need
for clean weather and snow
articulated weather; is there no
child to sleep on that continent?
No child's dream floated ever above
the white horizon of an ice containment
bends the bodies to its will,
makes a wish. Like birds
the bodies fit in the fist. The still
children play those little games
the birds of the air the lilies
of the field, the insolence of the whole
agon; suicide as self expression
is paradox, as is sex as self. He made
little houses for his dolls to sit
through afternoons to peer
out narrow windows and be
invisible to have things to see.
I have, he has, things to say, he has
he had things. To say he was
a boy belonging to the end
of habitation, health and happiness.
If this doll could sin she would sing
to him I would sing also, to her
it is like forsythia, logical because
the branch wavers and blossoms bloom
while wind does what wind will?
A dance is like this: to console
as to clasp these hands, touch there
in the air away from bodies
and then to angle the arms, turn
the hips and some part submerges
drowned as the doomed self would
like voodoo, dolled up and doomed—
dancing anyway ever. He could sing
and does deliberately, the child, it
follows that anguish is not me,
nor do we suffer who make those cries.
He would drown his dolls slowly
slide into agonized waters
which reflect the intricate lace
of the bridge which trembled above
them, a bridge which fell in the end
vortex shedding and resonant
oscillations, a dance the bridge did
with the air, not the words the wind
is the reason for suffering. A past
is anything's childhood is a reason
flares into mind like burning
burning which might have been
mind, a doll could have one
and could dance like anything.
Copyright © 2002 Bin Ramke
Thursday, November 05, 2009
The Anthologist by Nicholson Baker
This is a book that grew on me as I read it. You kind of want to bop Paul on the head but there is also a fascination about how (or if) he will manage to pull himself out of the mess he has made of his life.
Monday, November 02, 2009
Versed by Rae Armantrout
Thing
by Rae Armantrout
We love our cat
for her self
regard is assiduous
and bland,
for she sits in the small
patch of sun on our rug
and licks her claws
from all angles
and it is far
superior
to "balanced reporting"
though, of course,
it is also
the very same thing.
From Poets.org
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Blogging Anniversary
Three Halloweens ago I went to my first blogger meet-up. It was a relatively safe start for trying out these events where I would be meeting whole new groups of people. Especially since the friend hosting, gonemild, is a dear friend and someone I have known for years. It was supposed to be a Halloween party but I didn't get past the "and I will be serving my homemade beer" part of the invitation before hitting the RSVP button so I was the only one there without a costume. In spite of that, or maybe because of the beer (which remains my all-time favorite gonemild brew) I had a wonderful time.
That night was so important to me because I ended up meeting people that have become some of my very best friends. In addition to gonemild and his wife, I found Keith, Janet, Spyder, Kanga, XO, Eric, Well Hell Michelle (blog now retired), Average Jane, M Toast (blog now retired) and Krissy. I have met many wonderful people since that party but these are the people who will always hold a special place in my heart for their warm acceptance of me in their lives.
And General Blather, of course!